When i was young. I always want to be a doctor. I want to take care of those cancer patients. I want to heal them. I want to take care of their needs and sustain it. I want to see them making lives in the near future when they surpass the death. It was a childhood dream.
If you really think its for the best. Why not end it as soon as possible? Although its really nice if you finish the charade. Sometimes you badly need to end it in order to have a better start. Forget about the things that happened years ago and early in the morning.
Jul 25 Reblogged
It was a lesson in humility. It touched me deeply. I feel so ashamed. But it also gave me a warm feeling that i could bring anywhere i go.
I believed there could be a Miracle, a twist of faith,
Being in Hospital helps, You see people in pain struggling for their life everyday. You’ve learned to appreciate life as it is. So what’s a broken heart compare to their sufferings?
J: Bakit ka tumatawa?? Pinagtatawanan mo ako no?
ME: Ha? Bakit naman kita pagtatawanan? Nakakatawa ka ba? <nag-iwas tingin>
J: Pinagtatawanan mo ako eh. Ikaw Ha.
ME: <tumingin sa malayo> smile*
- simpleng pag-uusap. pero until now natatawa pa rin ako.
Nakakapagod. Ganyan naman lagi ang mararamdaman mo pag may ginawa kang bagay na alam mong ginagamitan ng lakas o matinding kaisipan. Pero isipin mo. Napagod ka ba sa kanya? sa patuloy nyang panloloko sayo? sa Patuloy nyang pagbibigay ng negatibong pakiramdam sayo? Kung Hindi pa. bakit? simpleng tanong pero malamang Tutunganga, Tatanga ka lang sa kaharap mo oras na tinanong ka nya. Kung Oo. dalawang direksyon lang naman tutungo ang tanong. babalik sa unang tanong na Hindi pa o Malamang (50/50 ang chances) hiwalay na kayo. Kung talagang napapagod ka na.